Hello summer!

Finally, after 2 weeks of exams
graduation has come =D

 

it seems like I entered 3rd grade yesterday..

well, as it used certificates will publish after 2 weeks, I think xD
I’ll put my grades here when I’ll get ^_^

I’m so excited to know how much my par will be, even if it wouldn’t help me to attend a university..
cuz it’s like what jojo said; that all I need to complete my studying is money and English language xD

so, I’m planing to study at the AOU, in Dammam..

I heard  that the only science section there, is computer sciences
so I think I’m gonna study it..

 

 

The meaning of defunct

I cannot feel anymore
I cannot breath anymore
I think I’m not able to smile again..

I’m driving words into a hole
may some weakness fall with it

my soul has gone, to spirits paradise
but my memories are faithful
they remained, to stay with me
they know how much I fear loneliness
but they don’t know, I fear them more!

I’m afraid to tell,
cuz if they knew, then I’ll be without a friend
just me and this pen, in a scary play

How can I live a life like this?

Mirotic : textures

 

You want me,
you’ve fallen for me,
you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out,
I got you..Under my skin

I’ve collect some Large & 100×100 textures

Preview

 

Click to download..

 

Hoobastank

I just want you to know
I’ve found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I had been remembering my old time with Hoobastank
then I desired to design something for them,
and here what I got..

Click it!

I’ve found a reason to show
A side of me you didn’t know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

The Suicide Bout..

A bout can destroy the weak creatures..

the shiver’s moment..
when you can’t control your self
when the confusing cannot be ended
when you be “your own worst enemy“

hard heartbeat, hard moving
you can’t understand “why do we live?!“
or in another spelling
“Why Do I LIVE?!“

“I can’t live without u!
I can’t use my self!
I can’t see anything!
I failed in mathematics
I broke with him
I lost my money
I can’t success at anything
MY LIFE SUCKS!!“

 

when you lose something
when you can’t deal with your life
then, it’s suicide bout’s turn, to take a place in your life!

many people have been victims for this bout
and others are not

Why do ya think?

why do you think some people are able to get suicide more than others?
or in another way, what do you think is the Gauge of suicide ability for humanity ?

is it religious matter ?
or confidence’s matter?
or it’s about the amount of the suffering he lives?

Exams..

 

Exams’s time, I love this time of the year

I think it’s time to prove how smart you are =D
wish you all good luck ❤